Id rather be dead

Sitting on her bedroom floor
Weeping please donâ??t hurt no more
The blood poured down the girlâ??s numb leg
As she pulled her self up on her bed

She were to scared to cut her wrist
In case anyone were to ask of this
So she kept them hidden under her clothes
She said it were ok cause nobodyâ??s knows

She were a girl most people liked
Always up for fun going out late at night
Always on the park getting drunk
Doing what teenagers do justâ?¦.having fun

The smiles on her face made everyone not notice a thing
But as soon as things got worse they would start noticing
Asking what wrong and are you ok ?
She smile again turned her head im fine thatâ??s what sheâ??d say

But back in her room with her and her walls
With only her computer and her late night calls
As she sits there listening to songs that make her cry
Wiping away the tears of whats killing her inside

If only things would get better if only they would change
Maybe she would feel complete and have a real smile on her face
But the girl knew that it were gunna get worse before it could all be ok
But she knew no matter what the memories were there to stay

Soo Sitting on her bedroom floor
Weeping again donâ??t hurt no more
The blood poured down the girlâ??s numb leg
as she thought to her self id rather be dead