Lost in the dark

Why am I so lost?
Is is because I am confused?
That cant be it.
But maybe it can be.

For some reason I have to be lost
I don't wont to be lost forever
Just until I get my head straight
Never wanted to be lost

But thing seem to happen
Thats just the way of life
Why does it have to be so hard??
It sucks that its hard

Oh well, I have to get use to it
And I am getting use to it
Little by little I am
Its not easy and its aint hard

But its getting more confusing
Thats why I am so lost I guess
I was never this lost before
But things happen & people change

So lost
But at least I am lost
Right where I want to be lost at
Right in the big middle of the dark

The dark is my life
Its the only thing that i like
Day comes i hate it
Its just not me, LOST IN THE DARK THATS ME!!!!!