From all the times that I loved him dearly
To the times that I turned my back and my love for him was not
seen clearly
Starting with the nights I spent in his comforting arms
Continuing with how I always reminded him of his irresitible charm
That guy and I were filled to the top with love
Even when our fights turned to a push and a shove
Although I pushed him over the line
He kept it cool, acting like everything was perfectly fine
No matter what people told us we were conviced that we were soulmates
That\'s what we thought, until the day we looked at eachother with pure hate
He said he still loved me, even with all of my faults
I told him we were meant to be, along with many insults
We both played our individulal roles
In which made us emptier, not one bit whole
He was the liar who continously played with fire
I was the stubborn one
Even before the bad times had begun
I don\'\'t know how he put up with me
I was a handful, I insisted to run free
A number of times we seperated
Spoke of eachother with words of hatred
and even with that, we always took eachother back
We made it through each break-up
One of us was bound to come back and make up
We\'d get back together and promise that we\'d stay together forever
I still think that maybe it could happen
Aslong as we\'d stay completly open
I love him with all of my heart,
I\'ve needed him from the very start
I know I sometimes don\'t act like it
especially the last time he and I split
Speaking of that, I would like to make a comeback
I want to apologize for the way I called it quits
I regret doing all of that stupid shit
I would take it all back if I was able to
but I know that it is not possible.
He may not seem the least bit approachable
but I will try anyways to say \"I\'m sorry baby, I never meant to hurt you\"
I don\'t expect to hear him say he loves me too
I just need to make it a point that he\'s my everything, and that my feelings never changed even after all the arguing
To this day he is my burning desire
The only man that I will ever admire.
This may sound foolish because he made mistakes as well
but just like me he effortlessly fell
You may disagree but he and I are very much alike
We had love that I would call godlike
It was something special, it was one of a kind,
The type of love that many never find.
I appreciate that I had a chance with someone so rare
but I hate how we were treated so unfair
We don\'t speak very often,
and everytime we do my heart once again starts to soften
I just hope he remembers me daily
and that he knows that he\'ll always by my baby,
He\'s he love of my life,
The man that I will always wish to be his wife.
