If only you could see how much of the pain hidden inside of me
Then you would know why I can't sleep at night
Why I stay to myself and let no one in because deep down inside of me
theres a darkness and the darkness is the pain
if only there was a light to help me find my way
Then maybe you could save me before I go insane
Lock me up it will do no good cause long after I stop crying
You would still here it ringing in your ears
I've lost so much
More then I've gained
If you were to look at me you'd swear I've gone insane
I'm hurting on the outside
and dieing inside
So hear me out
This is my last cry
No more screams in the night
No more breakdowns from our fights
I am dieing and by the time you come it would be to late
I Just need to get out away from this place
No more words that kill my spirit
No more lies that tear me inside
If anyone ask you I'm not here
Because deep down inside me
I was never there.
