The bottle sits there
Looking so good
You'd disapprove I no you would
Ive tried so hard to keep things at bay
But it all gets harder each and every day
Just a little bit of magic to make me forget
A little a bit of magic to get you out of my head
Just one little sip it'll all be OK
Just one little snort and you totally go away
I just need the peace
To escape from your clutch
Be free of the memories that haunt me so much
Just give me the strength to get through this battle
To move on from the pain turn away from that bottle
Those pills on the table make life seem so good
They make me feel like I no I should
My mind says no my heart says yes
Yes yes yes I want to forget
A couple of these a few of them
before very long its all gone what a gem
A bit to much here a little extra there
Suddenly it goes beyond the will to care
My body goes numb my mind goes blank
I have only me to thank
Suddenly black nothing left
I took too much and now I'm dead
An empty shell a girl who just wanted to escape
The people who tried to help her have left it too late
