Wondering About My Future

by Boogie   Nov 28, 2006


Sitting in class starring at my teacher
While daydreaming about my future
Wondering if its going to remain as messed up as it is now
Am I always going to remain with a frown?
Will I still be ashamed of myself, having my head down?
Am I still going to get hurt by what my friends say or do?
Or will I finally find a friend thats true?
Am I going to regain my mothers trust?
Or will my life always remain unjust?
Those questions frighten me
If only my future I could see
See what is to become of me
And how ill grow up to be
I wouldnt worry myself to this extent
Id just hold on and enjoy the times spent
Knowing that my future wont remain like my present
Or Id just force a knife into my heart
And watch my thick red blood flow, the beautiful work of art
For id rather depart
Then continue my life this way
Suffering from pain every single day

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  • 17 years ago

    by Boogie

    Awww... =$

  • 17 years ago

    by mathiax

    Me too!!!! my life was a living hell when my guardian angel was gone and wasnt there to protect me from the evils of the world......but now that you are back with me i wont ever let you go away from me!!! you are here to stay and no one is gonna hurt you while im around bi!!! NO ONE!!! LOVE YOU MY SWEATY PIE!!!!

  • 17 years ago

    by Boogie

    Yeah i know that hun.. i wrote this the dayz we kinda split apart.. u know after i changed my school.. so we werent really close.. but thank god ure back now ! =D

    love ya hun bun !!! and ure more than a sis to me !

  • 17 years ago

    by mathiax

    Booooooooooooogiiieeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! that was soooooooooo sad!!!! and mean of you!!!! not having a true friend? then what am i?! im your true friend and best friend i might add and even a sister!!!! you have me and i wont ever let you kill yourself because of those stupid things!!!! you'll have a better future because IM gonna make sure of that!!! always remember bi that im there for you always and forever!!!! love you !!!! mwaa7sz!!!

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