Him

He's gone forever, you feel like digging yourself a hold and burying yourself alive. Who will you turn to for help? Who's shoulder will you cry on? Who's going to tell you everything is all right when something bad happens? Who will you go to when you life has turned upside down? Who's going to wipe away the tears you've cried? The only person you run to is gone, vanished out of thin air. You can't eat, sleep, dream, drink, think, walk, or talk till he comes back to you. It could be years down the road, you don't care as long as you have him again. He was your light when dark outside. He was your happiness when down. He was your soul, mind, heart, tear, and heartbeat. Now he is a wilted flower, hoping soon to bloom again. He was your pride and joy in life, now he is your teardrops falling and your broken heart. You never thought he would walk up and leave you behind without saying good-bye. Without a trace of where he is going, you'l be lost without him. You miss his face, smile, voice, softness of his touch, his kisses, and most of all you miss whispering " I Love You " in his ear. All of these questions unanswered will remain a puzzle to you. All of these thoughts and memories about him tear your heart worse and worse. He is with you all the time in your heart. At night you will lie in bed and cry yourself to sleep till you hear his voice whispering something in your ear. Years has past, no sign of him. You give up all hope of him returning to you. No matter what you'll always love him. He was the first person you truly loved and never stop loving for.