You had my heart from the very start you never knew how much I was in love with you, till months later. One night while we were dating, I tried to carver your name into my arm. I almost got all of your name till you told me to stop. You made me open up my eyes and see things through a different perspective. When you told me it was over, my walls came crashing down and left me clueless about why. After that, days grew into weeks, weeks grew into months, months grew into a year hoping you'd still love me. We grew apart and moved on from each other, I was still in love with you but I kept it to myself. Just a couple of days ago, I've found out what I begged a special friend of mine to tell me. After what she had told me, I wished I have never found out. It felt like you have used me, back stabbed, betrayed, and I became heartbroken. All of these months, I thought you actually cared and was a close friend of mine. You've kept a secret taht would burn straight to the core and fall into flames. I've cried my eyes out, now never wanting to talk to you again. In your eyes I was a foolish girl who had fallen hard for you and you would never fall for. A hopeless girl, who was looking at someone she will never have in her life. I came to you many times seeking for advice before I met my special friend. Now I'm letting you go forever, I finally realized I can't love you anymore and we will never be.
