Its Gonna Break

I held it in so long
But should I hold it back to prolong
The hurt I feel
When you say I cannot deal
Its over before it began
Why is this happening again
My heart is going to break
Give me a good shake
Tell me that you care
I know what we share
It still is love
But it seems I shove
That feeling into your heart
I should just die
For throwing that dart
I cant deny
I just confuse your mind
I feel sometimes I leave you blind
Please forgive me for being so unkind
I meant to only open you heart
It'm sorry for doing that sweetheart!