The Pain Of Losing You

Shadows fill an empty heart
a heart that was once full of love
but now it's empty
and I feel that I can no longer live
I've lost it all
everyone I've ever loved or cared about has vanished
I'm all alone
and I'm scared
because I have this sharp blade
it makes scars
it controls me
I've fallen mercy to it's wrath
how can a tiny piece of metal have such power?
my blood on the floor
a sight I love to see
pain I love to feel
why do I love such pain?
I believe it tells me that I CAN feel
that I DO have the power to resist the blood soaked kiss of one so small and sleek
but I can't help but to be lost in it's glory
it's crazy
I'm weak at just the thought of it
my heart has suffered and so will my wrists
this is the pain of losing you