730 Days Of Lies

I've learned my lesson;
I've learned to never again trust that smile.
You really had me going there-
I actually believed you for a while.

Ha ha, a weak laugh escapes my mouth,
Because I'd rather
A chuckle than a tear.
But isn't it ironic that this
Is the second year?

The second year of lies and fake smiles,
I thought you meant it when you laughed,
Where could I get that crazy notion from?
I should have known you'd just snap.

It's hard to say I don't really care,
Because that would be the utmost lie.
I love you more than anything,
But why can't you ever play fair?
Why must your lies be as dark as night?

You don't know this yet,
But I'm never gonna be secure again.
I was finally moving on,
But then you ruined everything yesterday.
I don't think you'll ever be able to imagine all of my frustration,
All of my confusing pain.

So, I kissed goodbye to my safe thoughts.
Right now, I'm pretty much back to where I was.
Where I was last year,
Because there's nothing really left for you here.
So it's time to say goodbye to today and time to welcome back the tears,
As I brace myself to say hello to yesteryear...

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