I've stopped trying
I've done what I feared I would all along
I've given up
Nothing no longer inspires me
I have no motivation
I have jumped into this quick sand
And now I am slowly sinking
To start trying now would be worthless
Too much time has passed to make any difference
I'll just sit here watching it all slip away
Remembering when I once had potential
Remembering when I once was the best
I'll just sit...
Wanting to change
But knowing it's useless
I'll just sit...
Watching everyone else move on
While I stand still
I'll just sit...
Because for once
I'm OK with not being the best
Because for once
I'm OK wit no guaranteed scholarship
Because for once
I'm OK with living for myself
Instead of my parents
Because for once
I'm OK with just sitting.
[this is for everyone who just gets tire of living under the pressure of living up to someone else's standards, someone else's expectations. For those who just get tired of doing something they don't really care about!]
