One question....WHAT IF?

One question....WHAT IF?

What if?
these to words control ma world
seeking unanwsered questions that remain unknown
passing by the time,

saying what if i was that one u can become?

what if i was the one u would be with
what if i never cheated
what if i wanted something u wanted as well
what if i lied n went to hell
what if i died would u still care
what if i remained true would u?

but thats to late n in the past
why do i still care?
i dint have these feelings before u were here

what if controls my world,

what if?? what if? not something that can simply be anwsered

can u anwser my unanwsered questions?
can u be the one to unlock my doors?
can u handle the truth that lies beneth the lies?
can u be the one to unravel my disquise?

no one can figure it out, not one
but this time i will shoot my own gun

its me! im the one that stalks u behind the window
im the one that can see throught the lies,
im the one that cheated
And im the one that lied
im the one u cant forget
And im the one u wish u could
im the thought that tells u what to do

but u dont always listen
And u dont always lie
but to me u did. and this time im going to be ur demise

cant stop the force that drives a hurricane
cant stop the will to survive
cant stop kids from cutting there rists
And sure as hell cant turn back time

the lies that drive from you
An oh so admired source

no one can love u like i did
no one can care like me
im ur very own stalker
and ur so very unique

One time i remember being just like you
Colored my hair the same but nothin will do
Uncontrollable temper u seem to control
Frightened little girl that seems to take hold
Im just what u see
Nothing that is as plain as can be
Something that u wish wasnt there
Well sweets it takes to, to tango

And im afraid were paired