Its time for me to learn

We used to be alright
we used to be OK
but lately nothing feels the same
it seem you're in my way

you used to come to my house
each and every day
you would even run or walk
if you didn't have a way

but lately you don't seem OK
you just don't act the same
i wonder to myself
is me i should blame?

the time you're actually home
it doesn't feel like you're there
you're never really with me
you're really never here

I'm actually learning now
what it feels like to sleep alone
no ones ever here
why aren't you home?

you don't know how it feels
to be left all alone
you're always with you're friends
I'm always left at home

did you know i cry at nights?
when i sleep alone?
i turn to snuggle with you
but then you're not home.

i would like
to have one day
where you wouldn't go
you would actually stay.

i would like
to have one night
to spend with you
and hold you tight

but i wont ask
so don't get mad
just remember
you're all i had.

please give me feed back.