I stand alone feeling sick and miserable
thoughts of you go in and out of my head.
why did you have to go so far away.
why did you have to go and leave me all alone.
i can not be trusted to be all alone.
my desires and demons are strong
and they want for lust.
i hope you come back home soon.
but God if you know she will be better off without me then keep her away.
here i stand alone
this sickness is so annoying i which it to pass
pass and leave me in my dark hole of an existence
alone here i am
