Black tears

Black tears fall to her pillow.
in this state with her dark hair fallling down.
she looks like a weeping willow on the ground.
she thinks to herself;\" i let this happen once again.\"
i let another boy use and abuse me once again.
\'i gave him a piece of my heart, my soul, my body.\'
she stumbles across the room.
to find a cure for the sickening pain that is eating her away at her inside.
she opens up the secret box to find a razor and some pills.
she talkes the pills and goes an lays down in her bed.
an lets all the horrible thoughts rush through her head.
\'this time is the last time\' she said .
as she pulls the gun out from under her bed. pulls the trigger and put a bullet through her head.
this time was the last time.
becuase now she is dead.