I love you

I'm not they type of girl who crys over a guy,
yet every night i find myself doing that.
bUt to me you aren't just a guy,
your the guy i love
And i know i am just a girl to you,
but u have no idea how much i wish i was the girl you loved.
I have fantasies and dreams about us together
that may sound stupid to you,
but it is what i live off of every day!
I live off hope that one day you will say you have feeligns for me.
But that won't happen!
And i hate you for it!
I wanna hate you for it!
But i can't hate you!
No matter how much i try!
I love you