You got the best of me
I thought i could let you in and not have you break my heart.
But,once again you left me just like the rest.
I cried for you and still you didn't care.
I guess the love we shared meant nothing
just a storybook filled with memories and heartbreaking lies.
all this time you were a disguise
how could i not see it? it was right in front of me
you were all i wanted and still i lost.
it was a battle to keep you near and fear got in the way.
you left without even saying goodbye taking a part of me hard to get by .
You said you loved me and i believe you what a dumb mistake to do.
i guess in the end love hurts all. so why do we have to fall?
falling only causes pain which ends with depression
leads to suicide sometimes to the hospital sometimes the coffin.
sometimes mental intuition sometimes just nothing at all.
sometimes i think to myself i wonder which one i would choose?
i really do not know but only fate shall decide that for me
