Death At A Stand Still

Close my eyes,
Tell myself to breath.
Put make up on the cover the nights I cry,
Fake a smile to make everything okay.

As people change everyday,
But time itself passes slowly.
The sad times come, but never seem to go away,
Life itself doesnt seem fair.

Im at a stand still,
I cant move on but cant go back.
Maybe its god will,
Or maybe I just need it start over.

Ive havent been living,
Just a body being held down by gravity.
To much hurting,
Not enough will to go on.

Just one last breath,
Is it really over?
People say their afraid of death,
Well Im going to stare It in the face.