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Is it ever going to stop?
this feeling i hold inside
are the people going to realize
the heartfelt pain in my eyes?

time and time again
I try to brush the feelings away
and somehow seem to hold it in
sadly making it through another day

i don't show my emotions
in fear of them bringing more...
more feelings of hurt and shame
maybe even worse than they were before

you don't know how much it hurts
when you say the things you say
yet i never let you notice
not wanting you to be ashamed

No one seems to understand
or even seems to care
so now I'm giving up on trying
continually letting the feelings rip and tear

So tomorrow if I'm not here
you'll know the reason why
I hope you know how much I love you
thanks for everything...goodbye

**I would love your comments...thanks**