Do you know how bad it feels
to think that somethings real
jus to find out
that you've been wrong all along
he's not the person you thought he was
You find out he's been sharing your love
and you finally realize
and it makes you wanna cry
Do you know how bad it hurts
to have your good name rubbed in the dirt
and what was it worth?
he ended up leaving you
He never really cared that much for you
you were jus a play thing that he abused
all your feelings have been misused
but what can you do?
Can you cry the tears I cry
can you taste the tears I taste
are you cursed with my curse
for I have tasted the tears
and there has been nothing worse
To love and lose or not to love at all
that is the question my mind ponders still
I love him with such a bitter hate
its hard to decipher the way one feels
I want the kisses back
I want the I love yous said
I want the hugs around my waist
I want the quick pecks on the for-head
I don't want the pain
I don't want the tears
I don't want the hurt
I want back all the years
All the years that were wasted
time you can't replace it
its hard to face it
I've loved and lost and I hate it
To love or not to love
to have and then lose
my mind hurts from all the thinking
how would you choose?
