Waiting

Sitting here stalling
I have to stay awake
Just waiting for you to be calling
Not sure how much I can take

But don't think I can sleep
Not without hearing your voice
These feelings are so deep
In front of us is a huge choice

The feelings are still there
But things are so complicated
We know what we have is rare
But to be single we've both adapted

So now I am forced to sit and wait
Have to stay strong
Mustn't dial...leave it to fate
But how long?

How long till you come back to me?
Will you ever be mine again?
Or are you setting me free?
You are all I wish to attain

But cant wait forever
As of now I am waiting
Stop loving you?...never
But I must put myself first, and that right now I am hating