My life that i fight with every night

Wake up in the middle of the night
eyes filled with fright
i still have memories in my head
about how my dad wants me dead

i scream with anger and hate
tears fill my eyes
as anger boils out from inside

i reach for the knife
and rip it into my skin
(this i know is a sin)
but it feels so good just to let my emotions go

not many know that i do this
but i just can't help myself
riping in again
it tears away my flesh

this is the price that i have to pay
every single day but i don't care it takes the pain away when no one is there

the blood flows every where
pulsing down my arm,
this is working like a charm
oh how i love to cause my self
self harm

no one understands
they all think I've lost it
well to be blunt
I've gone .f.u.c.k.i.n.g. mad

blood on my wrist
blood on my hands
blood on my clothes
blood on my floor

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE

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auna