A different future without you

I wonder how i could live without you
it amazes me to say i can still breath
though deep within my shielded heart
are secret heartaches i keep unwritten
they aren't found in any of my poems
they aren't found beneath my sleeves
they aren't found within my dark brown eyes
I'm not sad, and I'm not dying
its not a depression or an obsession
its life without you and filling that void
and i finally found someone
who makes my day
just by the look on his face
a mystery of love for me
something special and yet we just met
it started November 12th 2006
there was something we felt it in an instant
i have so much to say to you
yet you never have the time anymore
or maybe your avoiding me
what ever the reason
i forgive you, because I'm satisfied
in this new found love.
A different future without you.