Losing My Sanity

Thoughts keep playing in my mind,
Rationality, I don\\\'t know where to find.

Give me a clue,
Please don\\\'t trap me in a queue.

My heart beats quickly.
My sweat flows endlessly.

The music no longer consoles my senses.
Songs don\\\'t even soothe my consciousness.

Tremors conquer my body.
The cuts have made me bloody!

How come you turned back easily?
Have you forgotten what you\\\'ve told me?

Why didn\\\'t you see through me?
Why didn\\\'t you spare me some mercy?

Haven\\\'t you attempted to look back
When I screamed \\\"Please don\\\'t leave me\\\"?

Now, I\\\'m lost in the place where you stood before me.
I don\\\'t have the courage to stand, I\\\'m not ready.

Your face is haunting me.
Mem\\\'ries cuddle me painfully.

Your words, they kill me slowly,
When you said \\\"I love her more honey\\\"!

Would it still be right to hold on tightly
Even if you\\\'re now together happily?

LOVE-- it hurts me badly!
LIFE-- it offers me no honesty!

Save me from losing my sanity.
Come back-- that\\\'s the only way, honey!