Eternal life of love

In class or late to think
but never of a bad though of
u, my mind
wonders and drifts to the future
I lead. make me who I am HE
in the sky. the life I love of love, WHY?
the future I cant see. BLIND before me
the life I lead. My mind gathers since
last lost of the thought my future is
there, but I am unable to see. all I
know is I will be free. can
I be happy without being sad. vice versa
the love I want, is it fare that I can not
touch? much less tell how I feel? afraid
to be hurt since the past is similar. or
consistent to the present. I must make that
change. change to cause the fall of the dominos
to be different. I wish to tell and see the love I need
but love does not understand the strength inside of me.
on fire, a blaze; uncontrollable, my heart, in my
eyes. the reason why my life seems to go by
so slowly. the night so short. yet my thoughts
of love's future is vast. nothing can or will
possess its place within. enough of the thought. let
me emulate my thought. my future with love is questionable
yet the fire is eternal.