Dont deserve forgiveness

I built these walls

a steady structure.

To escape all the pressure

And avoid all of their criticisms

Only to discover,

I caged my self in

Now I start to wonder,

Will I die in here alone?

Rot within this very body?

My mind tries to escapes

The will that drags the knife

Simple attempts to save

This worthless life.

Do I belong in this world

I pass through each day

a ghost, and empty soul.

No one seems to notice

The pain that squirms beneath my skin

The sorrow that infects my veins

Or maybe they just don't care

I know I've hurt so many now

And though don't deserve it

I with all I have left

For someone to save my life.