A Letter To Myself

by Lillye   Nov 30, 2006


Its been a while
Since I confronted you close friend
I suppose I didnt want to go back there again
Receive the memories it would send

You see I never quite understood you
And you know you were misunderstood
After everything you put yourself through
Some of which you never should

An outcast you were
A shadow in a crowd
Nothing special, a complete reject
Of which they said out loud
Tears you cried as you grew up
Because of not understanding who you were
They were a reminder that you were still real
Emotion. The one thing you had left.
They didnt steal that from you.

I remember that day
When you were so frustrated
You didnt want to be you
Perfectly still you lay
Pretending something you knew would never be true.

There was that one time
When that boy emerged, you saved his life
And he changed yours
He was living in strife
He opened new doors
For you, showed you the way
He dared to care

He disappeared, as you knew he would
And left a pretty deep scar
You tried to prove him wrong
Be strong
And you came so far.

Im proud of who you are right now
And what you have just found
And even though youve never seen yourself as perfect
To me now, this is as perfect as its ever going to be.

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