Understand.

How do i tell you?
What should i say?
Its so hard for me to let you know,
That I'm slowly slipping away.

I thought I'd be alright,
I thought it would be Kay,
I thought that i would manage,
If i took it day by day.

But its all catching up on me,
Pulling me underground,
Squeezing on so tightly,
Not a blink, a breath, a sound.

Oh how i wish you knew,
Its so hard to keep away,
I'm sorry but i have a feeling,
Of killing me today.

All through out this session,
Its you thats on my mind,
I'm sorry but i have to,
Make you wait behind.

I have to get through this alone,
Though i wish i could hold onto your hand,
I just don't think your ready,
You have to understand.