You Are My Pain

I awaken cold and sweaty
I hear you and you're ready
To dive again
beneath me veins
to unleash my unhealing pains
I scream out your name
I tell you to go away
I want some peace,
some privacy
I want to sleep
eternally
don't want to breath
for when I breath
the pains too deep
to be relieved
You make me sickened
to be reminded I'm insane
I'm screaming out my sickening pains
I hear you everywhere
Even when you are not there
you're haunting me
until the point when I see
the hate I have for you
you are floating in my veins
the tears run down my face
catching any trace
of you
YOU ARE MY PAIN
I realize now
why I'm insane