Deceiving, convincing
believing, bleeding
weeping, shedding
myself away
i’m forever lost in my transient dream
where i’ve built the unreal as my own
my own little lie in my own little world
where my imagination is my escape from solitary
i daydream of touching you, holding you
having you as mine
like images, your face appears
driving out the sane in me
enslaving my mind with thoughts of you
i cannot run nor escape
i can’t cry nor scream for no one hears me
so i bleed, bleed, bleed till i’m blue
yet you never come to soothe my wounds
where is my old mind
where is a way out of this place
only you hold the key.
