To fly with Angels

I fell asleep like every night;
I fell asleep crying...
Thinking about the only thing I want;
Thinking about dying...
When I opened my eyes,I couldn*t believe,
I wasn*t in my room no longer,
and I wasn*t so weak anymore,
like over night I grew stronger...
I felt no pain,
I wasn*t afraid of anything,
I felt so safe and
I was so happy I wanted to sing...
Then someone came to me,
a creature so perfect and beautiful,all in white...
It gave me it*s hand and
we went toward the strong light...
The others joined us soon,
and then I could see,
as they formed a circle
around me...
They were Angels,
sent from, the Lord,sent from heaven,
they came to find me,
all of them,all seven...
I thought my time has come,
and I was ready to go...
I reached for them,for their
hands white as snow...
They took my hand,
and together we flew,
and for the first time I knew exactly
what I should do...
As I was in front of
the heaven door,
they dropped me and I
woke up in my room,on the floor...
I was so sad,it was just a dream...
I started to cry,
and I decided then I must do it again,
with Angels I want to fly...
I took some pills and got back to bed,
I felt my end is near,
but I wasn*t sad,
I had no fear...
I had no regrets for leaving,
not at all...
that night
I felt my true call...
I realized then,
more than ever,
I wanted to become an Angel
and fly forever...