I used to think that I loved him. That he would be in my heart forever till I was crushed by earth from underneath of me. Months past by and I still love you, but that one day that I now regret is killing me. It spreads like cancer, and forms like a blood clot. Now I canâ??t love you but the truth was that I did. I fell in love with another person, who planed everything so well. He cried for me and even came down with me when we got into trouble. I am pleased that I have met him, but I really donâ??t want to break your heart my old one. Like you did to me I surely wonâ??t do it for you.
I should have known not to stay with him. But if I never had, then I wouldnâ??t fall in love with any guy. You use to give me my life everyday in the morning. But now it seems pointless to be thinking about you. Yes itâ??s true I did fell in love with you but you made a disease out of me. This other guy sheltered me and held me tight. And heâ??s only with meâ?¦ well everywhere. We have accepted that we both love each other very much. We canâ??t control ourselves when we see each other. So now I have secret for you, and only you. You shall keep it, and never eat it nor swallow. I give back everything that you gave to me. But some other things I canâ??t get rid of. My wounds seem to appearâ?¦ transparent. I have to say goodbye and may God rest your bloody heart 6 feet under.
