Hey listen

It kills me to see you with her. Are you happy? Do you miss me? I know I shouldn't have done what I did. But now I know because I am dieing on the inside. you don't seem to spend that much time with her. I never see you with her but I know that if I did I would cry to see that sight. But I wanted you to know that I love you but you seem not to care or notice. So I sit here and wonder do you love me too or is it all just a lie? now I sit in my room wondering should I continue with it to see how it ends? or end it now? You made me happy and now I made my stupid decision, all I see is pain.