Halogen Lights

A short winter breeze,
Pushes grey clouds on by,
Shadowing the reluctant light,
In the black and solitary sky.

There's safety only from,
The halogen lights a-glow,
As I sit I wonder all again,
Where did the happiness go?

I gave you everything I had,
And loved you even more,
But I'll never forget that lonely day,
When you closed the door.

The winter sky, full of gloom,
In the chilling night,
The moon exposed, no glow arrives,
I'll fly in the halogen light...

See I haven't slept at all, my love,
And I'm doing three a day,
The walls may move, I may get scared,
But it numbs the pain away.

I'll weep and cry, oh yes I'll cry,
And I'll scream for you in vain,
I guess I'll be alright one day,
When I'm over all the pain.

When the night is gone, my mask appears,
And I'm "me" once again,
But when the night returns I'm on my own,
'Cause you'll never want to be my friend.