Everyday i get up and look
at myself in the mirror, and
i say is this really who I'm,
is this who i want to be for the
rest of my life?
I go to school with a smile
on my face people think
I'm happy but on the
inside I'm dieing, i keep
all these feelings locked
up inside.
As the feelings build up so
does the hurt, and the worse
it gets, more people tend to
notice I'm not my normal
self and start asking questions
and i just push them away.
everything i keep locked up
inside i do it for a reason thats
because I can hardly trust anyone
and for the simple fact no one
understands me.