Truth

I just don't understand
How you turned down me
The one you say you love
And still you hold my hand

You left me torn inside out
Bleeding all over in dismay
And still you don't tell me what's this all about
For you have left me to die today

As I watch the blade
I feel happy for now
Because the pain will fade
And I try not to let you hear a sound

Through all my sobs
I can feel it there
The pulse and throb
But it waits for the next time

With a long pause and sigh
I feel the need to
Go a little deeper and lie
Because through all this you never came through

What I do to get through this
Is my cure and curse
For its my own business
It never makes me feel worse

And as I like up at the stars
I think about what I have to do
To hide all these scars
from you.