I promised myself that I won't cry over you when I'm letting you go completely. I lied to myself, sitting here crying my eyes out but you don't care any more. You put me back together and torn me apart many of times but this time is no different, I gave up. I can't love you any more, I'm moving on. I'm not going to look back on what we've shared or the memories we made with each other. My heart told me awhile back ago, you never really loved me like you did. I didn't listen to it, I'm beautifully broken. When I hear your name, I'll fake a smile when I know I'm tearing apart inside. All of those heart melting things you told, were nothing but lies. What could I possibly go wrong? I've tried my damnest to build us up when you weren't willing to. I'm closing the door and locking it and throwing away the key, I can't have you back once more. You've done way too much damage for little me to fix once more. i'm done of your lies, most importantly I'm done with YOU for good. I've opened up my eyes and realized you're just not it. I all ready have someone who offers me way more than you did. He actually gives me LOVE in return. So no more worrying and crying over your sorry butt. Leaving you one last soft good-bye kiss and walking out of your door for good.
