A Sister...

We've became the bestest of friends then it turned into a sisterly love. We've shared love, laughter, and heartache. We've told each other secrets and talked about anything and everything, just like real sisters would have done. Only two years younger than me, you;ve acted more mature when it came to boys, heartache, truth, love, and advice. You've became the sister I've always wanted and trusted EVERYTHING with, including my life. On this night that we laughed together, told jokes, and told each other couple of secrets. It was the best night I had in months then it turned upside done. The sister bond and the sisterly love is slowly ripping to shreds. All over my words were turned around by a dear friend of mine that I've told him. Now I'm losing my sister and a best friend all in one. A sister that has stood up for me from time to time. A sister that I was going to name my little girl after. A sister that was going to be my maid of honor. A sister that would have saved my butt out of some fights. A sister, who would go in front of a bullet just to save my life. A sister, who has supported me of my choices and who would stand by my side of what I have ever decided to do. A sister, who understood me on so many levels. A sister, who is trustworthy, honest, loving, caring, funny, kind, and crazy. A sister, I have always wanted and got, now she is slipping right before my eyes. A sister who is a TRUE sister. Thank God, I've met her and now everything is changing. An excellent sister I might lose forever. Everyone who is in my life, I am losing whether or not I like it. This sister who watched me changed into what I wasn't, then back to myself and now girly. A sister I love deeply and supported about so many things. A sister, who walked the lonely and heartache path with me. A sister, who has done ABSOLUTELY everything for me. A sister, who let me know what was going to happen and led me out of wrong doings. A sister, who has pushed me to become a better person. Without her, I wouldn't be the person who I am now. Without her, I'll still be walking down the same paths over and over again. Without her, I wouldn't be looking foward but looking back on the mistakes and regrets I have made. A sister, who saw me for ME! A sister, I will never stop loving and caring for. A sister, I will never truly forget and won't forget who had saved me from myself many of times. A sister, who will remain in my heart FOREVER. A sister, I will remember ALL of those unforgetable memories will stay with me to my grave. A sister, I have cherished, admired, and adored. After I read this so many of times, I'm actually crying.

* Dedicated to Tracey Dismore.. August 22, 2006