If only you looked

Look at me
Can't you see
How I long for you
This is very true

It has been so very long
Since I felt I belong
In the comfort of your embrace
And to just see your face

Its time to stop hating me for the past
Because I've truly changed at last
And yet you only see me with hate
Leaving me in a lonely state

For I wish I could show the scars
That I have been hiding on my arms
I just really wanted you to know
How the pain of you will soon show

For once again I feel the pain today
From everything you had to say
And all I had to rely on was the tears of jade
And the pain caused by this smiling blade

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ive been going through alot of things lately and its been really tough on me emotionally and mentally so itd be very appreciated you you guys commented