Indecision of a Flower

I take a flower.

I pick the petals.

my mind's decisions.

of lover's perils.

who you love I do not know.

who I love is yet to show.

I love you dear.

I love you not.

indecision, as petals drop.

I smack my head.

you're just a friend.

my heart goes fast.

but I pretend.

two petals left.

I love you not.

one petal left.

my heart stops.