I watched You Change

How do you feel?
Do you feel alive?
Do you make yourself happy,
Do you make you smile?

Know how I feel?
Some things are best left unsaid,
Maybe my rope keeps twisting,
And stops before im dead,

I want it to keep twisting
I want to breathe in deep,
Want to wake up in your arms,
But first I must sleep.

Whats wrong with this picture,
The one where im alive,
Did it make you happy?
Did it make you smile?