I sit all alone,
desperatly trying to figure myself out,
what have I become?
what have I let myself believe?
The sound screeching through me,
like a reoccuring broken vase,
the splinted pieces penetrating,
my exposed vunerable mind,
like a newly born creature from the deep,
burning its delicate eyes which then comes the excruiciating pain from the light.
Why am I so alone?
Where are my friends?
I have been taken,
from the world of joyfulness,
and taken to the depths of despair,
where I can only feel and touch,
the hatefullness and torture within myelf.
Is there nobody which can help me,
out of this trapped nightmare,
which is turning myself inside out,
and ripping my soul to shreds.
All of a sudden,
a bolt of blinding light surrounds me,
my head spins in and out of conciousness,
Its then that I see it,
A somewhat type of caring friend.
A angel maybe.
I focus on its beauty and innocence,
And then I know what is happening.
I am no longer alone,
No longer afraid,
No longer living in a nightmare,
But feeling safe and happy,
that someone cares.
She willingly reaches out to me,
Puts her hand in mine,
and tells me i\'m safe at long last,
and that I have a friend.
She explains to me that im not alone,
that I have travelled the dark road,
but now back onto the joyful path again.
She tells me i am not alone,
I have a friend close by,
I have a some what type of sister,
Though she maybe far away,
She will never forget me,
Always keep me in her heart,
and treat me like her own sibling,
and even though she cannot see me,
she always knows i\'m there,
and always willing to help me,
out of trouble or pain.
My friend is my sister,
and my sister is my friend,
and you should never forget they are always there!
And just remember life is like a road, you get rough and stumbly bits on it but someone is always there to pick you up if you fall down!
[X] A poem for my closest friend in the world Danni - I will always be here for you [X]
