A million pieces

A million tiny pieces

As I sit up in my room I cant stop the tears streaming from my eyes,
On the floor lay your clothes, and your ring upon the side,
A week has past and still the pain is eating me up inside,
I cannot live my life like this, I feel like I have died.

I go to sleep with fear of what my dreams will bring,
I dream it has not happened, and my heart just breaks again.
I roll over to feel you, and hold you in my arms
An empty space, and nothing more and suddenly it comes

Memories start to flood my mind of the things to me you said,
How once I was your baby girl, and all you ever wanted.
I loved you with all my heart and I gave you everything,
But somehow it was not enough; I could not make you happy.

Pictures all around, of me and you up in a frame,
I know I should put them down, but when is the right time.
Should I wipe you from my life? Or dwell upon the past?
Is there a right time, how long should this last?

I love you today, as much as the day our love started,
I ask myself? Was I not good enough; is it my fault it hasn't lasted?
My whole life ahead, yet every day is meaningless now,
I have nothing left, no sunshine, no I love you, no smile.

My heart is in a million pieces; I cannot pick them all up,
One or two pieces I manage to find, and even more I drop.
I have begged you, promised I would be the best
And still I am all alone, my life is a total mess.

Places we used to go, I now visit all alone,
Cold and dark without you, I have no reason to go home.
I miss you so badly; I'm aching for your touch
I need to have you near me, because I love you so very much.

If it should be, I have lost my love I will forever be so sad,
For you are the best thing in my life, the one thing I'm so glad I had.
Dont let another take my place, only save a small part for me,
Cause in my heart, forever more, is where you'll always be

I love you.