Many have been great to me
But many do not know the pain in me
They tell me that I'm a good man
They tell me that I'm a good person
They tell me that I'm a kind person
They don't know my evil desires
They don't know my pain
They don't know that it is all a mask
I now feel the mask hides the true me from me
I am not as good as they say
I am not want they think
My actions will surprise them
