Am I crying out for attention?
Are these thoughts all for a shoulder to cry on?
Or is it just a build up to the final decision?
The final Curtain call for me
I do close myself from all
And keep it all to myself
I keep my distance from everyone
I even keep it from those who love me
But the one I truly love is the one who cares
I even protect myself from her
But feel I have let her too far in
It is over now, thus I know
I feel I should have believed it before
But I didn't and now it hurts as much as before
This time maybe even more
