Life, my biggest mistake

All this pressure
that\'s building up inside
and all i can do is write
within my poem i confide

no one understand me
no one feels my pain
my poems express
how my lifes gone down the drain

i\'ve forgotten teh reason
i was put on this eart
i\'ve lost my sight
ever since my birth

i\'m a lost soul
with no place to go
and my feelings i keep inside
just so no one really knows

i wake up
dreading hte day ahead me
i paint a fake smile on
so no one sees the real me

so they cant see
all teh tears i\'ve cryed
they cant see that
last night i had almsot died

they see a happy girl
with no cares at all
they never see me
when i trip up and fall

since i\'m still breathing
so one more step i take
and i guess that\'s where
i started my biggest mistsake

life