Excellent poem, very emotional (But not dramatic) [Which is good.] You state your feelings and questions very easily and matter-of-factly. I love it. I also would say, only you can know where your going after you die, God is the only one that can tell you, no book, no preacher (As much as they'd like us to think) Its something that can only be resolved with yourself and Christ. No in-betweens. God Bless. -K