Pill after pill

Pill after pill after pill
noing it will make me ill
i just wanna leave this place
i just wanna forget your face
at night i sit and pray to die
my smile is a stupid lie

i hear myself screaming
my wrists, forever bleeding
curtains drawn across windows
so i can sink into shadows
i hate you you for your stupid lies
but you don't have to hear my cries

i cry out for someone to love
friends, family or from above
but noone answered my pleading screams
destroying all my hopes and dreams
the feeling inside that i hate
has lead me to this painful fate

pill after pill after pill
my world spins but still
lien on the ground all dressed in black
rejected by the world, wont take me back
my broken heart wont mend
leading me to this suicidal end.