Looking Out The Window

Why do I always feel so sad?
When everyone around me seems so glad.
My world feels like it's colored black and grey.
I always have tears to wipe away.
I wish the sun would shine in my life again.
Instead of my life being filled with rain.
All i ever feel is pain.
I wish I could laugh, and have fun.
Go outside and feel the sun.
Instead I shut myself away.
I don't like people staring at me.
Because I am different, Can't they see?
So I watch the seasons change,
looking through the window pane.
I see the snow gently falling down,
making a white coating on the ground.
I see the spring flowers poking up,
Tulips, daffodils, and butter cups.
I watch the summer breezes blowing in the trees,
Hear the birds singing their beautiful melodies.
Then the fall leaves orange, yellow, and brown,
Dying and falling on the ground.

Written By: Cynthia Graver Oct 25, 2004